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Now keep in mind that Im an artist and Im sensitive about my ish. Every since I was young I always wrote poems, songs, and short stories. So of course when asked what I wanted to be when I grew up my first intial reaction was to say writer. Overtime the responses to that answer changed me, but never changed my way of thinking. I was told, "to be a writer was an impractical dream." And "Writing should be a hobby not a career." But in the words of my favorite artist I believe "if they don't know your dreams, then they can't shoot them down". Writing is more than just a passion to me. Like air, it flows thru me. It's my reason for life, my reason to live. My poems are like my diary, how I view the world, life, and love. So feel free to read my poems. Take a look at things thru my eyes, my dreams and my thoughts from living life with my head in the clouds.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

I Know

She sings a joyful song
So that others can be moved
But if you listen deeper into her song
You cannot be fooled
For every High pitched note 
You can hear the truth behind her falsetto 
The pain in her voice echoes around you
In waves as if it were bouncing off of all metals.
I know why the caged bird sings.
It's because it's the only song she gets to call her own.
It's Because even when she is free, 
It's the cage she only knows as home. 
When she feels nothing but pain
She can still mask it with a tune.
So when the fire inside her dies
You won't even be able to smell the fumes.
She does not sing because she is happy,
She does not sing because she is free.
But if you listen deeper to the song
You'll know why this caged bird sings.
I sing because I wants to distract you from all of your sorrows.
I sing with hope that there is going to be a better tomorrow. 
I sing because I put other's happiness as priority before myself.
I sing to mask away all the emotions I myself have dealt.
I sing because it's the only song Ive ever known.
I sing because that's the only voice you'll ever hear as my own.
I am nested safely able to control and manage my own beat. 
When I sing, unlike when I talk, my beak does not point towards my feet. 
When I sing it's the only time I don't have to swallow my pride.
Even when I am free I'm still locked up in my mind.
I sing as if my wings are clipped 
But really I can fly just fine.
If I were to fly however, 
my feathers would probably weigh me down.
All the tears I've hidden in them would pour out,
and I'd be too afraid I'd drown.
I'd rather just keeping singing the same chorus,
Because to me it will never age. 
I'll recite each verse like it's my last
Comfortably from my cage.


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