Butterflies

When I feel out of place, he puts a smile on my face. Then the smile spreads real fast, and turns into a uncontrollable laugh. Embarrassed from blushing I cover my mouth, now laughing bout being embarrassed my laugh still carries out. As my laugh slowly calms down I feel flushed with butterflies. As he laughs at my actions he looks at me and sighs. I look right back at him staring straight in his eyes… God that look ...And I took it for what it was. But I quickly looked away, just because. Because he was looking at me the same way I was looking at him. With the knowledge of that I knew these feelings would not end. But I wish they would because I feel like I was about to explode….And so I just sat there as he studied my whole face. Moving his brown eyes on me with style and grace. Then he crept in closer and closer as if to whisper something into my ear. It felt like I stopped breathing taken over by fear. My heart beat faster…. And faster till it felt like it was about to drop… Sounding louder… and louder… so loud it sounded as if it had stopped. Then a very awkward silence I felt I needed to break. Just like when everybody states at the fat kid eating half the birthday cake… So I tried to laugh again but softly this time. But no sound came out and I felt flat as a line. I didn’t know how to fight these feelings of mine. So I gently placed my head on his shoulders and closed my eyes… I laid there for a moment but for what felt like an eternity. And was glad that he liked me for just being me. Opening my eyes he now sits there with a glow. Making me never wanna leave this position, only this much I know.