Closed Curtains

And what hurts the most is that you can't read my mind , that we dnt make the time , and it feels like a crime . Where i was once most comfortable , I now can't stand to face , can't even aproach it at a steady pace . Fear trips me to the ground , each time I start to find my way around . Each time I think I may be beginning to progress . But then my emotions reminds me tht I'm only running in circles , loosing my true self in the hopes to impress . Unintenionally of course you see , I'd never want u to like me for someone I pretented to be . But lets the chips fall where they may , and wherever they do I'll be okay . I hate feeling like I'm pushing against the actions of fate , because If its meant to be then I may certaintly wait . But for now Im thru trynna put on a big show . If u need me I'll be backstage . Curtains Closed .