Fermented Truth.

Strong as an ox I am, but you're the straw on my camel back.
My kryptonite you bring me to my knees.
My first love, my sweetest taboo
I'll do whatever you ask even without so much as a thank you or please.
Your hand placed under my chin raising it, I look up to you.
You can never do any wrong in my eyes.
Place you high on a pedestal but tiptoe around you on a thin layer of ice.
I hold onto your every word, you inspire me and give me hope.
Your are the flashlight of my darkest days.
Even when I feel at my lowest you manage to put me on your back and strengthen me upward in your ways.
Your presence is almost as painful as your absence.
Your tongue is delicate to me, I feel pain in my chest when you speak.
I live in fear or rejected or no longer being accepted by you.
So when I get the urge to tell you I'm still in love with you, I bite the inside of my cheek.
During the days of my dehydration of life you were the first to kiss water to my lips.
Now you have me in chains, heavy from the burdens I carry from doing you amiss.
You have visible power over me. Im in debt to you, I am prisoner of your war.
I will fight on the battlefield for your love until death due us apart.
Stand out from all the rest and strike me with intense emotion.
The only person whom I've been in love with you preoccupy all my thoughts.
You've been introduced to every side of me, without you i feel like my identity has been lost.
Your are the epitome of every girl's dream but we were more perfect when together.
I'm not saying I want what we had, I'm thinking beyond that, I desire way better.
Never in my life have I wanted something so bad.
I'm willing to risk it all for you.
Patiently waiting for your return or until you think I've paid my dues.
I fantasize of being reunited at the part of your plump lips and again.
I imagine melting into you as I experience their silk like feel.
Holding me gently in your arms, I never wanna leave.
But waiting for it to be real is the part that kills.
I keep my emotions in a bottle, why don't you pull out a glass?
Because I'll only let you taste a sip if you're ready to ask.
My knight and shining amor you slay me with your silence.
Please tell me what it is you that you desire.
We're collectively holding back from each other.
But I guess truth is only a taste acquired.